Testing out the Android App

with being in debt! I have lived in the belief that debt is a way of life, and that you will always have debt in some form. Well, recently, my situation is getting worse and worse and I finally can’t take it any more. I was at Books A Million the other night and purchased the book below. I’ve heard great things about Dave Ramsey and his financial teachings. Some of my friends may not like him because he’s a Christian and his book has scripture references in it from time to time. I consider myself a Christian and so far, in reading the book, the scripture references only prove his point about the myths of debt. I am going to start myself on the long, hard road of getting out of debt with my own Total Money Makeover. I’ll keep you all posted as to how it goes!

So, some of you have wanted to know more information about this “twromance” that has come to light. Caleb and I have followed each other for some time now. I’ve always thought Caleb was a really nice guy; however, we never really talked in depth before. We recently started talking more on twitter after my last breakup and then within the past week or so we started texting. This is also in the same time that oh 4 or 5 other guys started talking to me. I was almost to the point of giving up on believing that there was one guy for me, so this “twromance” was unexpected to me. Caleb and I started talking as friends and as we got to know one another more and more it became evident that we were meant to be together. We are so alike it’s amazing. We have similar goals for relationships and both really long for the same thing: a monogamous relationship and even to get married. In just the past week I have learned that you can’t be in a relationship because you’re afraid of being alone, you have to really love yourself and not find someone that “completes” you, but someone that complements you. I truly believe that Caleb is this man. We can talk about God together, and we have. We’ve even discussed looking for a church together once we are able to be together. Never before has anyone been so open to speak about God. It’s very refreshing to me! So many gays choose to be agnostic because of the number of hypocrites out there, it’s a shame. I’m sure that I have left a lot of stuff out of this story, but is is the main points. I feel so blessed for sure!

This song means so much to me right now. I’ve been through a lot in the past month and I thought I wouldn’t make it through, but guess what I have and I’m so happy. I cannot express in words how blessed I feel right now. I know it’s all part of God’s plan. I know there are many who don’t believe in God and especially gays seeing as how many “Christians” look upon homosexuality, but I believe in God and believe that he truly knew me before I was formed in my mother and he knew I was gay and that I would spend my life with one man. And I truly believe that I have now found that man! I cannot express how blessed I feel to have started talking to him! Although we are not close geographically, but that doesn’t matter, we will be together when the time is right and we will spend the rest of our lives together! Caleb, I love you! You have become my strength!

So, it’s been a while since I’ve updated my blog. I’ve been kind of busy with work and class and all that jazz… I’m trying to graduate this December with my Master’s in Computer Science! I will be so glad to have that out of the way! I’ve been so tired of school lately, I have no motivation for it. It’s gotten boring and I really don’t like it! I think that’s because I’ve lost the desire to do what I’m doing right now. However, I’m hoping to start working on an Associates in Photographic Technology with a concentration in Commercial Photography in the Fall at one of the area community colleges. That’s something that I really want to do, I enjoy taking pictures and being somewhat creative. Anyway, I’m hoping for a rather productive week and hoping it won’t take me so long to update my blog again…

1. oh hai!
oh hai! i didn’t see you there!

2. What’s the best piece of advice anyone has ever told you? Love DanielJUK xx
i think it would be that you can’t force anything. if something is meant to be it will be.

3. would you marry me?
that depends. is this Vic? hehe

4. When is it “time to make the doughnuts”?
anytime you want some doughnuts!

I have to be honest that for a while there, life wasn’t great. I was stressing about a relationship and I know that’s not what should be done. Well, the relationship ran it’s course and we parted ways as friends. The very next day, I was online on bigmuscle.com and was looking through those who had selected “I Like” to my profile. There were a decent number that had come in since I started dating my ex. Well, as I was looking through them, I came across this 25 year old from Charlotte. I pulled up his profile and was amazed to see who it was, I had met him once at Sidelines in Charlotte when I went with my ex and was introduced to him. I thought he was very handsome then and now that I was single, I figured why not at least say hey, so I did. He replied to my message and that’s where it all started. We started chatting and we’re very alike. We’re both country boys from NC, although from different sides of the state. I can’t tell you how happy I am. I haven’t been this happy in a long time. He’s such a gentleman and I feel that I am the luckiest man alive! I hope that he is the ONE!