I really need some time away from work and home.  The only thing is I don’t have any extra money to be able to get away.  I’m really in debt and am having difficulties making ends meet as it is.  I know that it’s only my fault that I’m in debt, but I really need some time away from here.  Work is draining me rather badly these days.  I am so tired of it, but I can’t quit, I need the money too bad, and I wish I could have a day off, but all I would do is sit here in my apartment and possibly clean or just sit on my butt and do nothing.

And that’s not all that is going on right now…  I can’t even tell you how much I miss my boyfriend.  It’s now been a week since I saw him and it’s really hard right now.  I know where he is and I know he misses me, but that doesn’t exactly help.  I’m just feeling very lonely right now…  Hopefully I can last for about two more days… I’m not so sure, though…  I’m very lonely, especially at night after work.  I have nothing to do but sit here at home and do basically nothing but watch movies or tv.  Again, I have no money to do anything, so I’m stuck here thinking about how lonely I really am…  I really wish I had more friends, but I’ve never really been one to have many friends…

Ok, I think I’ve had enough of a pity party…

Well, things are going rather decently these days… Busy working, as usual. I’m ready to go home already, but then again, what is new about that?

I’m currently waiting for the management company that manages my apartment complex to replace my air handler, as it is leaking horribly! I’m having to keep towels down on the floor to try to keep the water from flooding my utility room.

Also, today I finally decided to upgrade my calling plan on my cell phone to unlimited minutes a month. Yeah, it was quite a price increase, but seeing as my month didn’t end until 5/18 and I had already used 600 of the 900 minutes, I saw that I was going to go over. It’s best for me to not pay the $.40/minute over ever. Also, since I don’t have a home phone, now I have no worries about how long I am on the phone! So, if you have my number, feel free to call!