So, I just wanted to take some time to make sure everyone knows that I do not hate or harbor any bad feelings towards my ex. Yes, I vented quite a bit, but I appreciate that he was honest with me and that says quite a bit about him. I still think he’s a great guy and hope the best for him. I truly hope that we can still be friends. I know that might take some time, and that’s fine. I believe that it will be worth it. Things don’t always work out the way we want them to, but that’s part of life. What I’m most frustrated with is the fact that I’ve been in 4 or more failed relationships this year alone. I don’t like that, but I believe that it is going to help me in the long run. Why? Well, I now seen some of the mistakes I’ve been making. Hopefully I can learn from these mistakes as well as work on making myself a better person until Mr. Right and I find each other.
So, I got some bad news last night. I kind of saw this coming, but it still doesn’t make it any easier. Lately, it seems I can’t catch a break. It’s just short relationship after short relationship. Is it too much to ask for someone to be truthful? If you don’t want a relationship or don’t feel you can be in one, then just say so beforehand and save me all the hurt. I give and I give and don’t get anything in return. I’m so sick and tired of it. I still care about him and there’s the whole trip to Omaha, too. I’ve already paid for it and of course, it’s non-refundable. All I can do is hope for the best, seeing as I really don’t know anyone else in Omaha.